Wednesday, 4 November 2015

It's not summer, it's November

I'd say hi but I doubt anyone will actually read this,

I started this blog over a year ago, but since then I have deleted all my posts, so to fill you all in I thought I'd give you a breakdown of my current life situation...

I'm an 18 year old British teenager who left school at sixteen to pursue a career in hospitality and catering. Two years on and turns out that wasn't my calling in life so I'm back to square one. (cue disappointed parents.)

I've got anxiety and depression (yaaaay) so every day I get to drug myself up with 100mg of sertraline so I can deal with the day to day of the fucked up society we live in.

I smoke hand rolled (by me) vanilla tobacco cigarettes every single day. Yes I want to quit but to be honest I'm pretty sure something else will kill me before lung cancer! 

I have an amazing boyfriend called Daniel, we've been together about a month now. We met at our local indoor skatepark and just hit it off from there I guess. The sex is great and he gets me but I don't know I guess he's more into more into me than I am into him (red flags all around) I'll keep you lot updated on the relationship situation in future posts! Probably...

I feel like something is missing in my life and I don't know what it is (brilliant I know) so I'm on a quest to find out what it is...

To find out more about my teenage life of failure, discovery and awkward moments and hilarious incidents,stick around I guess...

Anonymous teenager...